Mr Lush S4E5 - Are Angels Simply Always Drunk?
by MM I Manager Online
When we were together, I could not stand it. I saw in you a fallen angel. Your touch almost brought me down.
You were a feather on the wind, more beautiful than anything I could ever possibly deserve. And then, there was me. In that moment, I wished to be something more, something special. You were so infinitely, unbearably unreachable.
Yet I was and always have been a freak, a monster. Perhaps a tragic monster, yes, but a monster nonetheless. What am I doing here? How could I ever survive in this Hell?
I just want to take control. I want control and perfection, a soul without flaw; to be a man without flaw.
Most of all, I wish that you could feel my absence. Feel what it would be like if I simply disappeared.
You are so undeniably singular. I yearn to be special too.
But I am and always have been a shadow at the edge of your singularity. What am I doing here? Where I’ve never belonged.
Are you going away again so soon? You’re slipping through my fingers. Can I bottle some of your magic? But I know that you’re going away.
Whatever you ask for, whatever would make you happy, I’d do it all. If only it didn’t lead to annihilation.